chapter 8

"Bella you need to tell me exactly how it felt , or your mind won't be able to finish the transition , this is why you have so much self control as a newborn , your mind is still rationalising things as a human"
"I cant it will hurt you too much Edward , because you were always against it" she sighed
"Bella , my love for once forget about me i'll be okay" he hissed
"Forget about you , you who are my life , my soul .This will torment you forever" she spat and stood up
he grabbed her wrist and pulled her onto his lap , "Bella you have to tell me please"
 "Not today ok its nessies birthday , and I have already spoiled it"she stood and made her way to the door , she turned and looked into his perfect face,
"I promise you tomorrow" she smiled and they walked without haste back upto the house.
    Renesmee was on the porch steps with Henry, rosalie and Emmett.
Emmett looked up to say something , but Edward shook his head.
"Mummy"  she smiled and jumped into her arms
"Hi sweetie are you having a good day" she smiled , but the pain in her eyes was there and Edward held her close,
"Oh yes , is everyone my gardium now" she giggled
"Yes my angel we are all going to look after you for ever and ever" edward smiled leading them into the house.
  Carlisle and Esme were sat at the piano , playing softly and Jasper was sat with Alice's head on his lap , suddenly Bella remebered something else that was supposed to happen that day.
  Alices eyes sparkled and she looked at Bella , who glared back and shook her head trying ot to get Jaspers attention , she turned back round and lay her head back on his lap , Edward looked at Bella and smiled he had also seen her thoughts , he smiled.
   "Carlisle , may I speak with you a moment" smiled Jasper
"Of course Jasper what is it"
"Well in all intense and purposes you are Alices father and I know that Alice and I are already married  ,but the first time I didnt ask for your permission , I am asking you now as Alices father would you give me your blessing to re new my vows with Alice" he exhaled and looked at Alice who was bouncing up and down on the sofa.
  "Jasper , it would give me enormous pleasure to give you our blessing" he looked round at Esme who beamed.
"Alice" Jasper cleared his throat "You are my soulmate , you were my salvation and my angel, I love you with every fibre of my being will you....."he didnt finish his sentence Alice threw her arms around his neck and kissed him.
"Yes , yes , yes" she sang , everyone clapped and congratulated the happy couple.
          Bella took a sleeping Renesmee back to the cottage, "See you soon" she kissed Edward he was going hunting with the men as a congratulations for Jasper.
"I'll be back before you can miss me" he smiled stroking her face,
"Too late" she laughed , then exhaled she still hated it when they were apart.
  Back at the house Rose and Emmett were taking Henry upto bed and Jasper and Alice were talking in the living room,
"Alice whe I thought i'd lost you when you went to Italy , the Volturi and Felix...." he didnt finish he was distracted by snarling coming from upstairs,
"Henry , no" rosalie was shouting Jasper jumped up and ran upstairs to find Emmett holding a writhing figure in his arms thrashing and snarling , when Henry saw Jasper her lunged for him but Emmetts hold was too tight.
"What did you say to him" hissed Emmett,
Jasper shrugged "Nothing, I was just talikng to Alice about the Volturi....." again Henry snarled,
Edward arrived back to the chaos , "Alice tell us" he hissed
"I cant" she sighed , everyone looked confused.
"Alice knows were he came from , don't you" he sighed
 "Please Alice we need to know" asked Carlisle softly
"But you'll send him away , he's been sent here to protect him" she whispered , Edward gasped and then growled,
"Alice how could you keep that from us" he looked at his sister in anger.
"Edward , don't be angry with her , Alice please tell us" Rose sat beside her sister and placed her arm around her shoulders.
Alice looked round at everyone.
"He's Giannis"she sighed
Emmett slid down the wall to sit on the floor , Rose gasped.
"And?" asked Carlisle,
"And..." she broke off and looked up at Edward.
"Henry is Gianni and Felix's son" he hissed
"No!" Carlisle shook his head,
"Gianni didnt survive the birth she made arrangements to send him to us if she died , to protect him , his identity" she looked at Carlisle
"I'm sorry I didnt tell you Carlisle"  she sighed
"They will find out , HE will find out sooner or later" he whispered
"Does he know yet Alice" asked Esme
"No ,not yet"
Then we do nothing, we protect him as our own" he smiled looking at Rosalie and Emmett "He is your son!" , so the men went to hunt with a little less celebration.


            Meanwhile Bella was lay on their bed in the cottage , humming her lullaby this was the only way she knew how to cope with his absence.
A soft knock came to the door , she sniffed the air , elk , rabbits all kinds of animals scents flew through the air and one she recognised she thought as she opened the door , the doorway was empty , she heard a stiffled scream and turned to see a figure disapearing through the window  with something under their arm , she snapped back to reality and ran to Renesmees room her bed was empty and were just moments ago her daughter lay sleeping was a note.

                   BELLS,
         YOU HAVE HIM , I HAVE NOTHING
I NEED HER , I WILL TAKE CARE OF HER.
                JAKE


She screamed and Edward was behind her in moments,
"Bella , Alice called Renesmees future just disapeared whats happened" he saw the note and a  growl built up in his throat,
"I'm going to get her" he hissed his lips curling over his teeth,
"Edward the treaty you cant , they'll kill you"she begged him
"Screw the treaty, I want my daughter back" he snarled, he began to pace up and down, bella sat on the floor her head in her hands
 "I'm sorry I left you, I should have been here" he hissed
"Weve lost her Edward , weve lost our daughter" her eyes were filled with so much pain he couldnt look at her.
  "Lets go to the house, maybe Carlisle can help" he pulled her up and ran carrying her in his arms.
"Alice has told us everything" sighed Carlisle
"The dog has got my daughter carlisle , and I want her back ... NOW!" he yelled
"Its all my fault I told him never to come here again, I'm so sorry bella , edward forgive me" creid Esme,
"No its mine , its always been mine" spat edward,
"Stop It , just stop it , we all know whos fault it is ME! I am the only person who can make things right" and she ran from the room.
"Alice?" Edward snapped , she shrugged "Her sheild is up , she is so strong now she can even keep me out" she sighed he snarled and disapeared.


         Moments later he reappeared and without talking he sat down at the piano and began to lay Bellas lullaby with one hand whilst holding a piece of paper in his other , then the note dropped to the floor as her placed his head in his hands.
   Carlisle picked it up , read it and then screwed it up in his hand , Esme softly opened his hand, removed the note and read it aloud.


                        To my family,
I love you all more than words can express , I got my wish, I married the man of my dreams and I got the perfect life.
  But my life is not as important as my daughters , Esme take care of  Edward for me , dont let him near Italy.
Rose I'm glad you found your dream, Emmett ...love you big brother. Jasper take care of my sister she is so special. Carlilse ...thank you for every thing , for Edward and for a loving family. Edward ,my soul , my lover and my friend tell her how much her mummy loved her.
                                          All my love
                                                     Bella Cullen X
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